Tag Archives: Trauma

Ill Not Keeping Still

26 Jun

How the well hell did I convince myself that it was okay to write about the Bijlmer disaster? What made me think that I could write the demons off me? I got ready to hire a bandwagon and everything. The demons remaining steady on their own terrorizing wagon. Chemtrail sunbathing, while ordering another drink. Uranium and a malfunctioning bolt? I must be utterly mad. Under mind control of some cthulhu monster or something. I have no other excuse available. I have not been running a fever. No logic to hide the insanity of it. Cthulhic it is. Cthulhu reminds me of catholhies for some reason. Showing alcoholic priests. Mad point proven.

Media not touching the Bijlmer disaster, not even with a ten foot… ten meter pole, shows no-man’s-land. A desert harboring blinded scapegoats, and cthulhic priests hunting them. For a Black woman to take a stroll down there shows the double blind spell still working. For me to double dare publish on the disaster was to find myself a pariah even in alternative media. “Some people are loners.” Loner patsy. Duh. I told you that already. In forged isolation, I read plenty of articles showing the bits and pieces of the disaster story without mentioning it. No balls. Continue reading

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Through Trauma Transfer

16 Apr

surreal-worlds-sandy-skoglund-10Have I not been playing nice for a while? No material reward? Nope, fish soup does not count. Alright then, let me see what I still have in my bag.

Things are not going to settle down and work out just fine. Too many people for too long a time, have been working hard to make sure the volk was fooled and kept in line. The other line. Those on the frontline take the fall for what they are trained to do. Come look at it from where I sit. Never mind. You already tried that. I better tell you again.

Once you know that the pig suits will lie to you in your face and then some behind your back, you can only trust them to do so. Instead of taking away hostile problems, they have been trained to add to them. The folk is criminal until proven worthy of not getting lied to. No effort to show friendly pig suits on tele-their-sick-vision, can wipe away the handprint that caused the bloody nose. Continue reading

Shoot No More

12 Aug

Save the Young Black Man DailyKosShoot No More

Much to say but no words left to etch into
the thickening walls of this immoral Pit.

Learned to use both my hands to protect
from the downpour of the beasts’ inner Grit.

Skull bucket got quickly filled and spilled
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Less Sense of More War

27 Jul

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Veiled Sight
As the dark has spread to block the Sun.
Doctoring minds got people thinking they are the One.

Eyes Veiled
As the flickering of their screens screwed in.
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Arab Pete Made Me Do It

9 Apr

Albino SnakeDear evildoers, ill wishers, and vile thinkers,

Thank you for thinking of me in my time of troubles. Perish could not have happened without you, and I have been so ungrateful to not consider thanking you for it before.

Boulers of all colors. Wow. I had no idea. I knew something was up when I noticed the ease in which you punish, but to find out that you have a whole system to use for your evil doings has been nothing short of shocking. Yes, I know, using it comes at a high price. Continue reading

Paris Showing the White Pete Tradition of Pyring A Mind

5 Dec

Blackface Dutch Avro CultuurgidsThis is where real healing shows the power of the NTR. I left it to Nature to deal with white pete and black pete sitting in a tree, et voila, there She is: Storm. Yes, the real X-Men and Women are elements of Nature, thus Black. Well, I will give Magneto back to white pete. The insanity of white pete is like a magnet indeed. You have to wear your protective Neteru shield, or say good-mourning to your sanity. In any case, the Netcher gave me the room to deal with Paris before I embark on dealing with the issue of those of us who Perish in many other ways too.

It is quite a simple story. I remember going to the Louvre museum in Paris last century. There were still French francs to deal with, and xenophobia was still relatively hidden. People would not actively abuse me, instead most chose to passively ignore me. I guess, they were hoping that I would just go away if they refused to look. Passive aggression. It is a tactic that Continue reading

White Pete Messing With Black Memory

26 Nov

German children in blackfaceDamn them to hell. Oh, we are already there. Further down then. I managed to lose the whole article I wrote the day yester. No big deal, only some ranting on… uh. Nope. Gone. Amazing how a bit of cleansing also washes away the negative words I spilled as an alternative way to get the white demons off my back. I am sure that I was attacking white pete, arabs and jhws. Ah. Some of it is coming back to me. Jhws as the code word. The theft of Africa that is now called Arabia. And wondering how things were going in Chad. Hmmm. Let me see if I can reproduce it after all. “Black people have been coming to Hell Land for centuries already.” Yes, that was my opening line. And then…

Black people have been coming to Hell Land for centuries already. It is something white pete is blissfully ignorant of, but we have been here before the Spanish, Germans and Russians Continue reading