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Act Like You Know Me

17 Jan

lightning-control-devviContinue to complain about the life I suffer? This site is done, but not the stories. I have seen some very improbable scenarios come to fruition in the past few years. I know, as I wrote them. As the author of my work… But, today gets a cake. An orange one. Enjoy my dinner.

A completely different introduction than I had been contemplating for another article – and site – this morning after I fought out of sleep. I got up ready to declare war on the other side. The brutal attack yesterday and the day before yester’s yester, showed me to put an end to the TI ‘game’. If I still have to fight people in my sleep, then when can I rest? Yeah, I know the answer. I went to the same indoctrination and propaganda schools as most. But, IS the other side not deaSh?!

The odd thing was that through all the ridicule in the earliest hours, Continue reading

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Hostile Helter

16 Jul

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Just because it is a game does not mean it ain’t dangerous. NBP

Sometimes the game ain’t a game. NBP

If you have not been chosen to play, it ain’t no game. NBP

After staying in the hostile for two years, I am overdone with it. Anything I was to learn from it will go stale the longer I have to endure it. I was already tired at the beginning of it. People going through my stuff and wreck it, was a step too much far into no-man-nor-woman’s-land. You can warn these hostiles one time, two times, two hundred times, but they choose not to listen. To stay is to have to wreck their personal business. Just because I have chosen not to, does not mean that I cannot push to do it. As I am quite tired of Perish too.

Maybe next year, I will look back and laugh at it. But for now, laughing is a matter of the Nile. This hostile mind has proven to be a prison not worth the suffering. To dislodge from it is the only solution I have for it. Until I get a handle on it and steady away from it, I will have to end my babble on NBP. Continue reading

Key Karma

9 Jul

Write what is the plan without having to stick to it. The machines and immortals looking to see what they can make of it. It does not pay to remain vague on the games they play with us. Reality is fake for those who know not how to make it in. Taken for real by those who strive for it.

Write what is to stick without having the plan for it. The system and the grid in place for those who know to play with us. It does not pay to play to win where there can be no gain. Dreams are real for those who know not how to make it out. Taken for fake by those who live for it. Continue reading

Psy Portal

6 Jul

Fifth Dimension ACCWords fail me today. This is the third attempt to frame this destitute state into words. The magnitude of the vortex of pain I have gotten into, does not allow for words to claim it. Maybe I should just put up a picture of The Scream. It will show it.

Words seem to fail me today. I give up the attempts, and just take the ultimate loss. At least, that is what I want to say. The vortex will not go away by claiming defeat. I will only lose myself within it, no longer able to survive without it. Maybe I should just put Continue reading

Paris Showing the White Pete Tradition of Pyring A Mind

5 Dec

Blackface Dutch Avro CultuurgidsThis is where real healing shows the power of the NTR. I left it to Nature to deal with white pete and black pete sitting in a tree, et voila, there She is: Storm. Yes, the real X-Men and Women are elements of Nature, thus Black. Well, I will give Magneto back to white pete. The insanity of white pete is like a magnet indeed. You have to wear your protective Neteru shield, or say good-mourning to your sanity. In any case, the Netcher gave me the room to deal with Paris before I embark on dealing with the issue of those of us who Perish in many other ways too.

It is quite a simple story. I remember going to the Louvre museum in Paris last century. There were still French francs to deal with, and xenophobia was still relatively hidden. People would not actively abuse me, instead most chose to passively ignore me. I guess, they were hoping that I would just go away if they refused to look. Passive aggression. It is a tactic that Continue reading

Getting Out of the Murky Water

23 Sep

WarningConspiracy theory as such can no longer hold my interest. It has become just another form of entertainment. Empty. Ask any passerby about the system, and they will have an opinion on it. Even if they only borrowed it from someone on tele-sick-vision. By now we all know how this addictive system works. To add anything else to the murky water is to drown in it. Conspiracy theory was a nice starting point, but I am hardly a beginner. It is time to deal with the real.

Real murky water in Colorado. I tried to miss it, but one of the conspiracy blogs had several good articles on it. As I read it, there was something familiar about it. No, not mountain lions. Also not the ban on collecting toxic rainwater. Not even the flood itself. Continue reading

Resistance May Be Futile But Self Is to Be Taken Seriously

25 Aug

Steve Cokely Eye2Their cave is distracting, even though I have not stepped into it yet. I continue to prepare myself mentally to take on this ugly task. I will be stepping into their cave so I can continue to feed my family. My goals are clear, but I feel a lot of resistance. It is never a good sign to have to depend on untrustworthy people. But, as long as I find that I have to, I will choose those that at least pay me to babysit them. I will not be babysitting out of the ‘goodness of my heart’. Go babysit yourself then, and deal with your insanity yourself. See how you like it.

It is good to know that white pete cannot even function without us. But, white pete is to pay up. They should pay extra for the extra rules they dump on us, but we will deal with that when it is time to settle the score. I am not depending on white pete to like me or validate me. I am far removed from the ignorant Continue reading